![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Have I ever mentioned how I loathe storms? I'd love to just wave a hand and keep them from coming, but that would just be entirely too rude and disrespectful to Mother Nature..
Still don't like them.
Hoo. I guess I should sleep. I need to talk to Jarod and Bard in the morning about the summer trip. Have to make it a good one.
Still don't like them.
Hoo. I guess I should sleep. I need to talk to Jarod and Bard in the morning about the summer trip. Have to make it a good one.
Another Illyria popped into the cafe.
May. 16th, 2004 04:50 amThat's 3 in one month. *Snorts* But the two not playing with that evil Spike at least have character.
No personality, but maybe a few jello shots would help them with that.
Hey,
McCoy, have you managed to snag any DNA from her? Because I snagged a strand of hair from each of them in their visits. That would be enough, wouldn't it? If you want them, just let me know.
*Blinks* Oh yeah..
Hun? If you see this.. I need to talk to you about a problem of Buffy's.. if you don't see this.. well.. I'll just catch you and tell you myself...
Buffy is not going to be a happy camper..
No personality, but maybe a few jello shots would help them with that.
Hey,
McCoy, have you managed to snag any DNA from her? Because I snagged a strand of hair from each of them in their visits. That would be enough, wouldn't it? If you want them, just let me know.*Blinks* Oh yeah..
Hun? If you see this.. I need to talk to you about a problem of Buffy's.. if you don't see this.. well.. I'll just catch you and tell you myself... Buffy is not going to be a happy camper..
I'm this bored.
May. 4th, 2004 06:50 pmHONESTLY, reply with your number choice(s):
0= I don't know you
1= I like you
2= I love you!!
3= You are funny
4= You are cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I want to fuck you
7= You are sexy!
8= You have a nice body
9= I want to get to know you
10= I hope you die
11= Marry me, PLEASE?
When you are finished, pass this message on to find out how people really feel about you.
0= I don't know you
1= I like you
2= I love you!!
3= You are funny
4= You are cool
5= I don't really care for your personality
6= I want to fuck you
7= You are sexy!
8= You have a nice body
9= I want to get to know you
10= I hope you die
11= Marry me, PLEASE?
When you are finished, pass this message on to find out how people really feel about you.
Home again.
Apr. 28th, 2004 05:12 pmSpent a few days with Mom.. I showed up.. and she took one look at me.. and I burst into tears.
Moms.
They can always make the omniverse seem perfect when you think it's crumbling around you.
Went to see Uncle Zeus too.. he gave me a new car.. I'm not sure why. But Aunt Hera seemed insistent on it.
You never argue with Aunt Hera. I know she's become mellow through the years, but still.. you just don't do it.
So.. here I am.. sitting in the living room of my house on the campus of the academy.. and debating on going to my office.. or the cafe.. or something.
I think I need some sugar... to the kitchen. I think I have some hot fudge cake still..
Moms.
They can always make the omniverse seem perfect when you think it's crumbling around you.
Went to see Uncle Zeus too.. he gave me a new car.. I'm not sure why. But Aunt Hera seemed insistent on it.
You never argue with Aunt Hera. I know she's become mellow through the years, but still.. you just don't do it.
So.. here I am.. sitting in the living room of my house on the campus of the academy.. and debating on going to my office.. or the cafe.. or something.
I think I need some sugar... to the kitchen. I think I have some hot fudge cake still..
I woke up.
Apr. 24th, 2004 02:23 pmI don't always sleep.
My avatars do.. but a part of me is always working.. even in rest..
But when I dream..
I woke up.
It scared me.. I felt as if.. I'd died. A part of me ripped away that I would never get back.
I couldn't breathe. I collapsed on my bed and stared at the ever changing starry ceiling of my bedroom in the tower..
I couldn't move.
It scared me.
I didn't dare close my eyes.. I didn't want to feel again. Not like that.
So I stared.
I stared until the sun started to shine into the room.
I stared until my alarm clock went off.
I stared as I left a message in the office that I wasn't coming in today.
I was still staring when He showed up.
He mocked me.
I didn't hear Him.
He left.
He'll come back.
He always does.
And I'll no doubt still be staring.
My avatars do.. but a part of me is always working.. even in rest..
But when I dream..
I woke up.
It scared me.. I felt as if.. I'd died. A part of me ripped away that I would never get back.
I couldn't breathe. I collapsed on my bed and stared at the ever changing starry ceiling of my bedroom in the tower..
I couldn't move.
It scared me.
I didn't dare close my eyes.. I didn't want to feel again. Not like that.
So I stared.
I stared until the sun started to shine into the room.
I stared until my alarm clock went off.
I stared as I left a message in the office that I wasn't coming in today.
I was still staring when He showed up.
He mocked me.
I didn't hear Him.
He left.
He'll come back.
He always does.
And I'll no doubt still be staring.
I'm going insane, which is not a good thing considering my predecessor..
I'm not thinking clearly anymore.
I was watching my kids in Study Hall.. and I blanked.
Next thing I knew, it was dark outside.
I'm letting every little thing get to me in some way..
I'm letting Baby John stay with Washu..
Emma and her snide little comments are wearing me thin.. I almost hit her at breakfast.. with a small meteor shower...
Inner turmoil is like this sucking void and I'm going down fast..
I called Sarah a fool... but I'm a bigger one.
I need a vacation.
From my head...
I don't want to go to the house.
I don't want to go to the tower.
I'm sick of seeing all these faces.. the concerned looks, the curious glances, the oblivious smiles. The fake concern.
Just go away.
I'm gone... just.. gone.
I'm not thinking clearly anymore.
I was watching my kids in Study Hall.. and I blanked.
Next thing I knew, it was dark outside.
I'm letting every little thing get to me in some way..
I'm letting Baby John stay with Washu..
Emma and her snide little comments are wearing me thin.. I almost hit her at breakfast.. with a small meteor shower...
Inner turmoil is like this sucking void and I'm going down fast..
I called Sarah a fool... but I'm a bigger one.
I need a vacation.
From my head...
I don't want to go to the house.
I don't want to go to the tower.
I'm sick of seeing all these faces.. the concerned looks, the curious glances, the oblivious smiles. The fake concern.
Just go away.
I'm gone... just.. gone.
"Susceptible" am I?
Blow me.
Hmph.
At least I'm not weak enough to do something as stupid and foolhardy as you. Moronic woman. I should allow Washu to keep baby John. She'd be a better mother than you any day.
I pity you.
*Waves toMcCoy*
Your lab isn't all it's cracked up to be. *Shrug* Like you need to worry. If I actually cared what you were doing, I'd stop you.. but I don't. You aren't doing anything to anyone that's mine.. so it's not my problem.
Keep in mind, when you say any of my names or think of me.. I hear it. It's the way true deities and Elder Gods works. It doesn't help that your lab is in a nexus I created specifically..
I despise when people underestimate me.. even when that person is myself. If Ms. Connor is referring to my incident in the Playground.. let's see her survive an attack by Lucifer himself, his sister Lilith and a pumped up Freddy Krueger.
I let my own guard down, and that was foolish. I don't even know why I did it.. but eh. Live and learn...
Blow me.
Hmph.
At least I'm not weak enough to do something as stupid and foolhardy as you. Moronic woman. I should allow Washu to keep baby John. She'd be a better mother than you any day.
I pity you.
*Waves to
McCoy*Your lab isn't all it's cracked up to be. *Shrug* Like you need to worry. If I actually cared what you were doing, I'd stop you.. but I don't. You aren't doing anything to anyone that's mine.. so it's not my problem.
Keep in mind, when you say any of my names or think of me.. I hear it. It's the way true deities and Elder Gods works. It doesn't help that your lab is in a nexus I created specifically..
I despise when people underestimate me.. even when that person is myself. If Ms. Connor is referring to my incident in the Playground.. let's see her survive an attack by Lucifer himself, his sister Lilith and a pumped up Freddy Krueger.
I let my own guard down, and that was foolish. I don't even know why I did it.. but eh. Live and learn...
