Work.

[seijaku]

I'm going insane, which is not a good thing considering my predecessor..

I'm not thinking clearly anymore.

I was watching my kids in Study Hall.. and I blanked.

Next thing I knew, it was dark outside.

I'm letting every little thing get to me in some way..

I'm letting Baby John stay with Washu..

Emma and her snide little comments are wearing me thin.. I almost hit her at breakfast.. with a small meteor shower...

Inner turmoil is like this sucking void and I'm going down fast..

I called Sarah a fool... but I'm a bigger one.

I need a vacation.

From my head...

I don't want to go to the house.

I don't want to go to the tower.

I'm sick of seeing all these faces.. the concerned looks, the curious glances, the oblivious smiles. The fake concern.

Just go away.

I'm gone... just.. gone.