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I was a mess the other night. I admit it.
Apr. 17th, 2004 03:10 amI have my reasons. Reasons that will not be disclosed here, since.. I don't want certain people to know..
I told Raina when she came in after Kid's karaoke session.
She knew of course.. we've been friends over 900 years.. I didn't need to say it, but I had to.
Then she went and dragged Kid off to some kind of talk. I have to admit, I'm glad she did.. that damn owl was annoying me. I know I created it for Kali, but good lord. It fusses around because a game.
A completely utterly boring game. I mean, Monopoly is more fun. I swear, if he plays along while I'm in sight, I'm going to ask him where his dignity is... then smack him.
Again, I admit it, the girl is now on my nerves. She ignored Sigmund, like a great many, when he was trying get help.. I can't really fault people for that, but come on, how many penguins who usually carry a placard to "speak" go running around squawking at the top of their lungs?
I'm venting. Feh.
The other night I was just so.. drained. B-Ko and A-Ko started another fight in the mess hall, Mr. Lyle showed up with Sweepers to come for Jarod, someone accidently lit some of the books on fire in the library.. Jean-Claude would not lay off me with his damn voice.. and that was just on top of my problems before.. it just wore me out.
Rather than go home, I went to the cafe. The Chaos soothes me sometimes..
I was feeling pretty well when I went to work Friday.. but I stopped by Dr. Lecter's office for a bit.. I've never gone to see him for anything but social reasons, but I needed a soundboard that wasn't biased.
He said what I thought he would.
I'm so screwed.
But I'll smile. I'll laugh. I'll do what I always do.
No one will know the difference unless I allow it.
Except maybe Mom.. or Uncle Zeus.. or Dite. Probably Hercules and Iolaus too. Of course Raina.. and Alli.. and Cat.. Silia..
......
Crap.
I told Raina when she came in after Kid's karaoke session.
She knew of course.. we've been friends over 900 years.. I didn't need to say it, but I had to.
Then she went and dragged Kid off to some kind of talk. I have to admit, I'm glad she did.. that damn owl was annoying me. I know I created it for Kali, but good lord. It fusses around because a game.
A completely utterly boring game. I mean, Monopoly is more fun. I swear, if he plays along while I'm in sight, I'm going to ask him where his dignity is... then smack him.
Again, I admit it, the girl is now on my nerves. She ignored Sigmund, like a great many, when he was trying get help.. I can't really fault people for that, but come on, how many penguins who usually carry a placard to "speak" go running around squawking at the top of their lungs?
I'm venting. Feh.
The other night I was just so.. drained. B-Ko and A-Ko started another fight in the mess hall, Mr. Lyle showed up with Sweepers to come for Jarod, someone accidently lit some of the books on fire in the library.. Jean-Claude would not lay off me with his damn voice.. and that was just on top of my problems before.. it just wore me out.
Rather than go home, I went to the cafe. The Chaos soothes me sometimes..
I was feeling pretty well when I went to work Friday.. but I stopped by Dr. Lecter's office for a bit.. I've never gone to see him for anything but social reasons, but I needed a soundboard that wasn't biased.
He said what I thought he would.
I'm so screwed.
But I'll smile. I'll laugh. I'll do what I always do.
No one will know the difference unless I allow it.
Except maybe Mom.. or Uncle Zeus.. or Dite. Probably Hercules and Iolaus too. Of course Raina.. and Alli.. and Cat.. Silia..
......
Crap.
